Life on earth is best when every area of our lives are in sync.

I only experienced this when i was in my TnT. So obvious - ppl who saw me just knew that all was well. But it doesn't mean that life is NOT well. Presently growing my roots downwards and laying hold of Him more firmly.

Feeling easily agitated lately. Not happy with myself for that. i'm for the phrase " As long as it depends on you, live with every man peacably." Let me be all things to all man. Let me be a builder, not a destroyer. Every one's tired and life is tough many a times. When one's had a rough day, it's not easy to be a saint. It's times like these when i'm really glad i knew Him when i was so much younger - so many things i'm now need not be so much effort cos it's already become me. It disturbs me when i see people's egos coming to the fore, when i see so much of the carnal man and so little of His reflection, when one forgets the purpose of doing what we do...

Watched Narnia last week, and it was this phrase that Susan asked Peter, "Are you doing this for them, or for yourself?" It's pretty difficult keeping focused and keeping the attitude He wants when on one hand people tell you that you are good in what you do, and on the other hand you give preference to others for their good (so they think). Not easy to walk that narrow line. No clear right and wrong.

Actually, there's no such thing as grey areas - what's right is right, and what's wrong is wrong. The so-called greyness lies in finding out what He wants and what's in His plans, whether it's the principle of love and grace that's more important or the principle of truth and law.

Though at times i do feel frustrated, i think i'm more at peace preferring others to myself. No probs between Big Daddy and me. i've learnt to be satisfied with Him. It only matters that He is pleased with me.

Let me be... your last leaf on the tree.